Our baby has passed from our world into the next. The only way to cope is to just keep looking into the future. We'll be able to try again in about three months time. I don't know now if I'd want to try again so soon. But we'll see.
The baby suffered from a rare chromosomal disorder which, thankfully, is not genetic. One of my doctors recently told me that it was an accident that happened even before conception. Just pure bad luck. It is very unlikely it will happen again to us. That is good to know and should boost my confidence.
I am recuperating at home now with the help of John and Maylin. I am so looking forward to starting my life over again.
Thank you, everyone, for your kind and thoughtful comments and e-mails. They have all helped in the healing process. I love you.